Wishful Retard....

I wish i was mentally ill
So that i could pop in that pill
I could do whatever i feel
Even if its taking out the banana out of its peel
That block in my head i never what it to heal
So that mercilessly i could kill and kill
I would push that chick in high heel
Trip on her and tell the time to still
And Click a mental image of her
Cuz she certainly looks like cher
She so cant be my bunny
As She looks a little too funny
With a slim waist a big bosom
Like a lotus in the dirt she blossom

I wish i was mentally unstable
So that i can watch weird porn on my cable
That features a horse in its stable
To be different from the world
and pull pigtails and curls
earn the sympathy from the world
i could throw up on your face and fake the puke
cuz you just won a drinking match by fluke

i am lucky to be retard
cuz the worries are just like another fart
i wish everybody was mentally ill
so they can justify the earth and why it was killed.

Dilema!!!!

I don't know where to go
I am lost, in the journey of life
I don't know what to do
Cuz i don't know how to

just relax and give it time
time is something that i don't have
i think its slipping by
i feel like i want to die

There are moments that shake you up
but u yourself are not aware
which one was that, that moved you away
was it the one in which i sway
or was it the one in which you sway
the duality of life kills me
The existence that used to thrill me
i have lost it somewhere i don't know
i don't where to find and where to go
and if it has to be this way
I've given up and walked away
on myself
my tears have all dried up
the fears are all gone away
i wish i could cry
i had to try
the water is lost from my eyes
this part of me
i want to feel
the dried up wounds i wish it heals
i guess this is required
before that gunshot fires..

The Smoke Up Effect...:P

Butterfly Butterly what did you do.
Butterfly Butterly i flew into you.
Butterfly Butterly dont go to sleep.
Butterfly Butterly i can feel you so deep.
Butterfly Butterly then what happend?
Butterfly Butterly you came and you went.
Butterfly Butterly there's no one in house.
Butterfly Butterly come play with my mouse.
Butterfly Butterly my mouse is so big.
Butterfly Butterly and the cheez;s gonna be thick.

Terrorism, A biggest threat??

I was sitting in my room and thinking about all that has been going around in the world. The terrorist attacks, the president saying something, the other countries president replying to the other president and I was wondering is it that big a threat?
Today after an attack people give condolences for the ones who died and for the ones who fought. I got an invitation to one such party for 26/11 attacks and I was happy that yes humanity has not been forgotten.
Then obviously like usual when I sit alone and ponder I realized is terrorism a bigger threat than poverty, is terrorism a bigger threat than the inhumane nature of the people, or is it a bigger threat than global warming, or is it the bigger threat than the people, is terrorism a bigger threat than diverse cultures over which people fight inspite of people knowing that there is only one god which resides in every human being, is it a bigger threat than slavery or is it a bigger threat than the atrocities done on women , even bigger than the infeoticide, and also bigger than the killing of animals because we humans want to taste something exotic wear something exotic for which we have killed an animal and walk around with a license in our pocket.
Obviously I think terrorism is bigger, because it gives us a reason to hate Muslims because apparently we think every muslim is a terrorist or every terrorist is a muslim. And also for a reason that the opposition party can blame the government and recruit more people for their vote bank and ofcourse we citizens of India are fooled by these cheap antics of politics and over representation of the manipulated media.
Now we as humans don’t want to look into ourselves as to what role do we have in running a country or towards other fellow citizens, or we don’t like to pointed on when something somewhere goes wrong so obviously lets be on the safe side and play the blame game because it’s easy and obviously a very right thing to do. Not only that but we also don’t want to accept the fact that we can be wrong because no humans are always right in whatever they do. So yes blaming the government for everything is right, spreading poverty is right and especially use of chemicals that destroy and harm the environment is right, killing of animals is a good thing to do because they taste nice. Terrorism is something which is an easy target to prove that everything we are doing is right and the government cannot protect us. Obviously because we can’t accept the fact that because we can’t respect and protect the place we live in on a personal note so we can pass the baton to the governing bodies and also hate the terrorist as how can they kill humans.
So my friends lets console those who died protecting us and those who just play the blame game and 

play a safe a best.

Yeh Zindagi Hai..!!!

Yeh zindagi hai dost
Jaane kitne log aate hain
Kuch badalne
Aur kuch badalke chale jaatein hain
Koi ata hai apni kushi se
Koi jata hai khushi se
Ek pal mein dard de jaate hain
Yeh zindagi hai dost samajh isse

Yeh zindagi hai dost
Koi ata hai rukne ke liye
Koi kaam karke gayab ho jata hai
Koi deta hai khushi
Aur koi gam ka pahad tod jata hai
Yeh zindagi hai dost samajh ise

Yeh zindagi hai dost
Kisi ko hum yaad rakhte
Koi hume
Koi humpe kuch udhar chod jata hai
Koi ata hai ek umeed banke
Koi humse hi umeed le jata haiYeh zindagi hai dost samajh iseKoi hume gam mein hasna sikha jata
Aur koi kushi mein rona
Koi kuch pana
Aur koi khona
Khoi hui cheez ko lauta jata hai koi
Koi humse kuch cheen ke le jata hai
Yeh zindagi hai mere dost samjh ise
Koi hume yeh zindagi hi samjha jata hai..