Dilema!!!!

I don't know where to go
I am lost, in the journey of life
I don't know what to do
Cuz i don't know how to

just relax and give it time
time is something that i don't have
i think its slipping by
i feel like i want to die

There are moments that shake you up
but u yourself are not aware
which one was that, that moved you away
was it the one in which i sway
or was it the one in which you sway
the duality of life kills me
The existence that used to thrill me
i have lost it somewhere i don't know
i don't where to find and where to go
and if it has to be this way
I've given up and walked away
on myself
my tears have all dried up
the fears are all gone away
i wish i could cry
i had to try
the water is lost from my eyes
this part of me
i want to feel
the dried up wounds i wish it heals
i guess this is required
before that gunshot fires..