lOsT...

I am Lost,
And I wish I knew what I was lost in
I dont know who I am,
And where this road leads me to.

Yes i wish i was different,
I thought I was,
But the sad story is ,
That I am not,
Just like the others,
I have the same story,
I have lost my future
And also my history.

My own rules defies me,
pretension is what underlie me,
I wish i could show my emotion,
But smile is what I should do,
That is what I am supposed to.

The meaning of everything had changed,
Everything that i wanted to be now seems all strange,
The life that I dream of is now rearranged,
I wish i knew the slumber i am in,
I know I am lost,
But dont know what I am lost in....