lOsT...

I am Lost,
And I wish I knew what I was lost in
I dont know who I am,
And where this road leads me to.

Yes i wish i was different,
I thought I was,
But the sad story is ,
That I am not,
Just like the others,
I have the same story,
I have lost my future
And also my history.

My own rules defies me,
pretension is what underlie me,
I wish i could show my emotion,
But smile is what I should do,
That is what I am supposed to.

The meaning of everything had changed,
Everything that i wanted to be now seems all strange,
The life that I dream of is now rearranged,
I wish i knew the slumber i am in,
I know I am lost,
But dont know what I am lost in....

Gone..

everything will be left behind
i wnt be there and nothing would be mine....
but remember i will always look down on you making sure that you are fine.......
you will grow old alone like a fine wine........
i wont be there everyday to see you dine.......
everything i will leave when i will pass the line......
there would be no me and everything will be left behind........

soon my time would end....
the life i had would bend....
something i knew that you could never comprehend....
i leave behind a world where i could never blend....
you will find someone to replace me as a friend.....
and he will be something who is god send.....
and soon ill part and my time would end.....

everybody moves on.....
nothing would be stuck to me as i would be far gone...
away from this world away from the pain....
away from all the sorrow and away from all that i could have gained....
away from everything and the life in which i was chained....
away from the happiness which once reigned.....
when i will be gone everything will once again be all the same......

Freckly Freckle!!!

You came to only disappear

Loosing you was my biggest fear

You said, you promised that you will stay

And pick those wild flowers from the dirtiest hay

I wish I had more time with you

To see you

Hear you

And feel you too

But then you kept me the in the dark

And let me alone in the stark

You made me promise to not cry

I told you that I would try

I’ve tried my level best to not shed a tear

How will I live is what I fear.

All I have are a few photos and silly memories

I can’t even hate you for your treachery

Oh freckly freckle I love a ton

You promised in the next birth you would be my son

I will miss you dearly

You could see it in my eyes very clearly

Now I beg for you to haunt me

I know you loved me

I know you’ll love me.........

The East India Co. Reigning Again....

East India Comapy also known as Company Bahadur, The comapny which ruled India for 200 years stared as a merchants association in London by then Queen Elizabeth, The comapny started of as a merchants association to travel across teh world and bring back Tea, Coffee and other goods back to west but it became the imperial represntative in india by building a huge fleet of ships, arms and ammunations, and was nationalised in 1874 with its head office in Calcutta, India.

The company holds a strong place in Indian Modren History and has faced manier anti -company movements in its time by the famous freedom fighters of the country like Mahatma Gandhi, Pandit Nehru, Bhagat singh and the several thousand other people who were responsible for the countrys freedom and having its own constitution, technology and infrastructure. The compay was boycotted on manier occassions and there is a huge amount of hatred for the company in India and its allies.

The comapany on 15th March 2010 was to be relaunched by an indian Mr. Sanjiv Mehta who bought the company in 2005 by making an investment of $15 million. The company was to be reinstated as to deal with the luxury goods like food, clothes, real estate, health, hospitality and the likes. The comapny also plans to enter India as a luxury line for the Good food, hospitality, health, real estate and the likes.

The question arises will the brand which is most hated in the country will do well with an owner who is a mumbaikar who did what no Indian could achieve that is rule the very same company which ruled us, our parents, grandfather, great grandfather and great great grandfathers, or the company will face the proactive nature of Indians and will be disliked before it enters the Indian Sub continent or the comapny will face the same fate that it faced 70 years back. Inspite of the owner claiming that the comapny has repositioned itself and took about 4 years to reposition itself.

The fate of the company will surely be decided by the likes of the politics, the oppsitiono wins or the ruling party.
Whatever said and done, we indians proove that we are best at anything we do amd Mr. Sanjiv Mehta has prooved it.

Wishful Retard....

I wish i was mentally ill
So that i could pop in that pill
I could do whatever i feel
Even if its taking out the banana out of its peel
That block in my head i never what it to heal
So that mercilessly i could kill and kill
I would push that chick in high heel
Trip on her and tell the time to still
And Click a mental image of her
Cuz she certainly looks like cher
She so cant be my bunny
As She looks a little too funny
With a slim waist a big bosom
Like a lotus in the dirt she blossom

I wish i was mentally unstable
So that i can watch weird porn on my cable
That features a horse in its stable
To be different from the world
and pull pigtails and curls
earn the sympathy from the world
i could throw up on your face and fake the puke
cuz you just won a drinking match by fluke

i am lucky to be retard
cuz the worries are just like another fart
i wish everybody was mentally ill
so they can justify the earth and why it was killed.

Dilema!!!!

I don't know where to go
I am lost, in the journey of life
I don't know what to do
Cuz i don't know how to

just relax and give it time
time is something that i don't have
i think its slipping by
i feel like i want to die

There are moments that shake you up
but u yourself are not aware
which one was that, that moved you away
was it the one in which i sway
or was it the one in which you sway
the duality of life kills me
The existence that used to thrill me
i have lost it somewhere i don't know
i don't where to find and where to go
and if it has to be this way
I've given up and walked away
on myself
my tears have all dried up
the fears are all gone away
i wish i could cry
i had to try
the water is lost from my eyes
this part of me
i want to feel
the dried up wounds i wish it heals
i guess this is required
before that gunshot fires..

The Smoke Up Effect...:P

Butterfly Butterly what did you do.
Butterfly Butterly i flew into you.
Butterfly Butterly dont go to sleep.
Butterfly Butterly i can feel you so deep.
Butterfly Butterly then what happend?
Butterfly Butterly you came and you went.
Butterfly Butterly there's no one in house.
Butterfly Butterly come play with my mouse.
Butterfly Butterly my mouse is so big.
Butterfly Butterly and the cheez;s gonna be thick.

Terrorism, A biggest threat??

I was sitting in my room and thinking about all that has been going around in the world. The terrorist attacks, the president saying something, the other countries president replying to the other president and I was wondering is it that big a threat?
Today after an attack people give condolences for the ones who died and for the ones who fought. I got an invitation to one such party for 26/11 attacks and I was happy that yes humanity has not been forgotten.
Then obviously like usual when I sit alone and ponder I realized is terrorism a bigger threat than poverty, is terrorism a bigger threat than the inhumane nature of the people, or is it a bigger threat than global warming, or is it the bigger threat than the people, is terrorism a bigger threat than diverse cultures over which people fight inspite of people knowing that there is only one god which resides in every human being, is it a bigger threat than slavery or is it a bigger threat than the atrocities done on women , even bigger than the infeoticide, and also bigger than the killing of animals because we humans want to taste something exotic wear something exotic for which we have killed an animal and walk around with a license in our pocket.
Obviously I think terrorism is bigger, because it gives us a reason to hate Muslims because apparently we think every muslim is a terrorist or every terrorist is a muslim. And also for a reason that the opposition party can blame the government and recruit more people for their vote bank and ofcourse we citizens of India are fooled by these cheap antics of politics and over representation of the manipulated media.
Now we as humans don’t want to look into ourselves as to what role do we have in running a country or towards other fellow citizens, or we don’t like to pointed on when something somewhere goes wrong so obviously lets be on the safe side and play the blame game because it’s easy and obviously a very right thing to do. Not only that but we also don’t want to accept the fact that we can be wrong because no humans are always right in whatever they do. So yes blaming the government for everything is right, spreading poverty is right and especially use of chemicals that destroy and harm the environment is right, killing of animals is a good thing to do because they taste nice. Terrorism is something which is an easy target to prove that everything we are doing is right and the government cannot protect us. Obviously because we can’t accept the fact that because we can’t respect and protect the place we live in on a personal note so we can pass the baton to the governing bodies and also hate the terrorist as how can they kill humans.
So my friends lets console those who died protecting us and those who just play the blame game and 

play a safe a best.

Yeh Zindagi Hai..!!!

Yeh zindagi hai dost
Jaane kitne log aate hain
Kuch badalne
Aur kuch badalke chale jaatein hain
Koi ata hai apni kushi se
Koi jata hai khushi se
Ek pal mein dard de jaate hain
Yeh zindagi hai dost samajh isse

Yeh zindagi hai dost
Koi ata hai rukne ke liye
Koi kaam karke gayab ho jata hai
Koi deta hai khushi
Aur koi gam ka pahad tod jata hai
Yeh zindagi hai dost samajh ise

Yeh zindagi hai dost
Kisi ko hum yaad rakhte
Koi hume
Koi humpe kuch udhar chod jata hai
Koi ata hai ek umeed banke
Koi humse hi umeed le jata haiYeh zindagi hai dost samajh iseKoi hume gam mein hasna sikha jata
Aur koi kushi mein rona
Koi kuch pana
Aur koi khona
Khoi hui cheez ko lauta jata hai koi
Koi humse kuch cheen ke le jata hai
Yeh zindagi hai mere dost samjh ise
Koi hume yeh zindagi hi samjha jata hai..